....................

...Well, that was so utterly stupid.

Stupid of me, most of all.

I really don't have a standpoint, do I.

The worst part is that I know consciously that he's right about a lot of it, if not all of it. But what am I supposed to say to him? Even if I acquiesce to him, he'll probably call me pathetic, and then still never let up. It doesn't matter what I do, I'll lose anyway, it seems.

I know I'm not really as great a person as people tell me. Moreover, I'm not special in any way. And it shows, too.

At least... he didn't point out the part of me I hate the most.

...I'm going back to bed, to hide under the covers. I don't care how early it is. Even though under the duvet is the first place karma or anyone else is going to look for me...

いろいろと考えているんだけど。

卒業したらどうなるんだろう？

もうすぐみんなは、それぞれの道を歩む……かも。

…でも………

オレ、どうしたらいいのか分からない。まだどちらに進むか決めない。

たぶん十代はプローリーグに参加したい……そしてほかのみんなも決めたんだ。

だが、オレはどうする？

誰に尋ねればいいか分からないんだから。十代と決別したくないが、残念ながら…その件については選択の余地はないみたい……だね。出掛けたら、親友を失ったくないぜ。ずっとオレの宝玉獣があるんだけど、ただ十代は…違うだな。

苦しいんじゃない。絶対に苦しいんじゃないぜ。だがオレ達が卒業するのすぐ後…それだけは痛む頃だ。その時に……たまらなく痛むだ。

…とにかくこの気持ちはどこからくるの？憂うつかなーl8uvgfxew211111111111

...Ah, Ruby, stop walking on the keyboard.

((OOC: This post is meant to be written entirely in German, but since I know nothing of that language, it's written in Japanese instead to be as equally gibberish to most of us English-speakers! :D Also because I want to practice, but.

Translation:

I've been thinking.

What will I do when I graduate?

Everyone's... probably going to go their own respective roads soon.

...But...

I don't know what I'll do. I haven't decided which way to go.

Juudai probably wants to try the Pro Leagues... and everyone else is decided, too.

But what about me?

I don't really know who to ask. I don't want to part ways with Juudai, but... I guess I don't have much choice in the matter. When we leave, I don't want to lose my best friend too. I know I'll still have the Gem Beasts, always, but Juudai's just... different.

It doesn't hurt. It definitely doesn't hurt. It'll only hurt immediately after we leave. Then it'll hurt like hell.

...Where did these feelings come from, anyway? This is so depressing.

Feel free to throw your German-speakers and everyone else who's curious at him. D: Contemplative Johan is contemplative.))