....................

...Well, that was so utterly stupid.

Stupid of me, most of all.

I really don't have a standpoint, do I.

The worst part is that I know consciously that he's right about a lot of it, if not all of it. But what am I supposed to say to him? Even if I acquiesce to him, he'll probably call me pathetic, and then still never let up. It doesn't matter what I do, I'll lose anyway, it seems.

I know I'm not really as great a person as people tell me. Moreover, I'm not special in any way. And it shows, too.

At least... he didn't point out the part of me I hate the most.

...I'm going back to bed, to hide under the covers. I don't care how early it is. Even though under the duvet is the first place karma or anyone else is going to look for me...